Rant?

This isn't especially a rant, its more of me just writing because I have nothing better to do. Also, for some reason I feel immensely depressed although I cannot think of anything legitimate to have caused such feelings.

Currently I'm sitting (read: stuck) in my lovely dorm room as I'm on primary tonight. If I hadn't mentioned it before, I'm a resident adviser working for SJSU Housing Services in Joe West Hall. I do enjoy this job but due to my inability to read dates and meet deadlines, I will not be returning as an RA next fall. I actually don't have any inability to read, I'm just an idiot who doesn't pay attention to deadlines.

Good side of this: I will now likely get to live off campus with a group of my close friends.
Bad side: I will now have to pay for housing and food.

Hmmm, next thing of note.

I'm now in a relationship with a girl who oddly enough I care a great deal about. Its to the point where the mere thought of her makes my heart race.
Sadly I fear that such feelings are rather unrequited and I've also become rather paranoid that I'm going to mess things up considerably.
I'm sure there is more to mention about this topic but I loathe to appear to be doing anything that even seems to be complaining.

School:

I rather enjoy all of my classes. Just finished a wire frame violin for three dimensional concepts which was thankfully received well by the class. I'll post some pictures as soon as I get them.
French is a pain as my accent and pronunciation is mediocre at best but I love the language a great deal so I've been listening to movies and songs in French in hopes of picking something up.